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John 18 English Standard Version (ESV)

Betrayal and Arrest of Jesus

¹ When Jesus had spoken these words, he went out with his disciples across the brook Kidron, where there was a garden, which he and his disciples entered. ² Now Judas, who betrayed him, also knew the place, for Jesus often met there with his disciples. ³ So Judas, having procured a band of soldiers and some officers from the chief priests and the Pharisees, went there with lanterns and torches and weapons. ⁴ Then Jesus, knowing all that would happen to him, came forward and said to them, “Whom do you seek?”⁵ They answered him, “Jesus of Nazareth.” Jesus said to them, “I am he.” Judas, who betrayed him, was standing with them. ⁶ When Jesus said to them, “I am he,” they drew back and fell to the ground. ⁷ So he asked them again, “Whom do you seek?” And they said, “Jesus of Nazareth.”⁸ Jesus answered, “I told you that I am he. So, if you seek me, let these men go.” ⁹ This was to fulfill the word that he had spoken: “Of those whom you gave me I have lost not one.” ¹⁰ Then Simon Peter, having a sword, drew it and struck the high priest’s servant and cut off his right ear. (The servant’s name was Malchus.) ¹¹ So Jesus said to Peter, “Put your sword into its sheath; shall I not drink the cup that the Father has given me?”

Peter Denies Jesus

¹⁵ Simon Peter followed Jesus, and so did another disciple. Since that disciple was known to the high priest, he entered with Jesus into the courtyard of the high priest, ¹⁶ but Peter stood outside at the door. So the other disciple, who was known to the high priest, went out and spoke to the servant girl who kept watch at the door, and brought Peter in. ¹⁷ The servant girl at the door said to Peter, “You also are not one of this man’s disciples, are you?” He said, “I am not.” ¹⁸ Now the servants and officers had made a charcoal fire, because it was cold, and they were standing and warming themselves. Peter also was with them, standing and warming himself.

Peter Denies Jesus Again

²⁵ Now Simon Peter was standing and warming himself. So they said to him, “You also are not one of his disciples, are you?” He denied it and said, “I am not.” ²⁶ One of the servants of the high priest, a relative of the man whose ear Peter had cut off, asked, “Did I not see you in the garden with him?” ²⁷ Peter again denied it, and at once a rooster crowed.

REFLECTION

• Read over this passage a few times slowly. If time allows, read the whole chapter.
• Peter seemed brave to take up a sword and attack the mob that approached Jesus. He was rebuked by Jesus. Then later, when Peter was threatened, he realized his vulnerability and, in fear, disowned his Lord. Have you also attempted at times to “help God out” in your own strength and wisdom?
• How does the story of Peter both humble and encourage you? When have you felt competent and righteous, but later became weak and fallen like Peter?
• Talk to God about this. Allow the Holy Spirit to work to heal and to mold you slowly and surely.

PRAYER

Dear Lord Jesus, Peter was one of Your most faithful disciples, yet he still denied You three times. I am a tiny, unfaithful disciple of You, how many times have I denied You? I can’t even count them myself! When I encountered setbacks and faced failure, I questioned why You didn’t come to help me; when I was smooth in life, and everything went well, I was arrogant and proud, forgetting Your kindness to me, and attributed all the credit to myself. Lord, what a corrupt person I am! Although I have been saved by You and I am Your disciple, I am often caught in many sins. Today, I want to confess my sins to You again, and ask You to have mercy on my weakness and forgive my transgressions; at the same time, I also ask You to give me more faith, and let me understand that sometimes I can’t find You in the midst of difficulties. It is not that You who have forsaken me, but I did not recognize Your works. Please continue to walk with me, mold my life, and give me spiritual insight, not only to discern everything in the world, but also to see the glory of Your kingdom of heaven. Amen!

HYMN

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